Amy Carmichael Prayer

Once again, I don't have time for a decent post, but I was reading A Chance to Die: The Life and Legacy of Amy Carmichael today while I was waiting for my sister at the chiropractor and came across this poem that she wrote during a very hard, confusing time in her life.  I had to share!

And shall I pray Thee change Thy will, my Father,

Until it be according unto mine?

But, no, Lord, no, that never shall be, rather

I pray Thee blend my human will with Thine.

I pray Thee hush the hurrying, eager longing,

I pray Thee soothe the pangs of keen desire--

See in my quiet places, wishes thronging--

Forbid them, Lord, purge, though it be with fire.

And work in me to will and do Thy pleasure

Let all within me, peaceful, reconciled,

Tarry content my Well-Beloved's leisure,

At last, at last, even as a weaned child.

Blessings in Christ,

Library: Gladys Aylward, The Little Woman by Gladys Aylward

What an awesome book!  Gladys Aylward, The Little Woman is the autobiography of Gladys Aylward, a missionary to China and Taiwan from 1932 until her death in 1970, with occasional journeys back to her native England to speak about the work God was doing in China.  Her autobiography covers her 'adventures' in her early years in China - including just getting there!

When Gladys felt a call on her life to go and minister to those in China, she did the practical thing - go to the missionary societies and offer her services.  However, none of them would have her.  So, instead of giving up, she decided to go on her own and, after working for months to save up enough money for her train fare, she traveled by train from England to China because it was much cheaper than going by boat (pull out a map if your geography is a little rusty - it's a long way!).  By the grace and protection of God, she made it through the USSR (barely!!) and into China to begin her ministry.  The fortitude, humility, grace, patience and love this woman had is absolutely astounding!  She lived to see numerous power changes (never peaceful) in the town she lived in, took care of many resulting orphans, stopped a prison riot, became an advocate for prison reform and led 100 children on a 27-day trek to safety across mountains, a river and through many cities left desolate by the Japanese.  As soon as they arrived to safety, Gladys collapsed with typhus, among other things, and was seriously ill for months and recalled that "I have no idea how long I laid in that hospital, for typhus affected my memory, and the following two years are very hazy."  This is yet another book that reinforced for me the importance God has placed on children (especially orphans) and the hazards He asks His people to go through to protect and save His little ones.


Here's what Gladys Aylward had to say later in life about being called to China - "I wasn't God's first choice for what I've done for China. There was somebody else. I don't know who it was --- God's first choice. It must have been a man --- a wonderful man, a well-educated man. I don't know what happened. Perhaps he died. Perhaps he wasn't willing. And God looked down and saw Gladys Aylward."


As much as I am convinced that she was God's first choice, may we take the warning and if God calls us to do something - GO!!!!  Don't make Him find a second choice.


I am currently trying to watch The Inn of the Sixth Happiness which is the movie based on Gladys Aylward's early life.  However, I do know that she didn't like if very much (she was still alive when they made it), so I'm not making it a top priority.  I have heard fabulous things about it, though, so we shall see!


Blessings in Christ,